I dare not to turn on my cellphone today. Don't want to, cause of the guilty stupid feeling.
Whatever, nothing I can do. It just a mistake and not even meant that. I was totally not thinking about that at that moment, just what p said about her relationship make me think about the past and looked the previous msg. Didn't plan or purposly send it out. Oh well, I don't want to let that to affect my mood anymore. Really, its totally over!!!
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I want to change my cellphone number......
You won't.
Why?
I just known you too well.
Yea, you are right I won't......
Why I am still keeping that damn phone number???