So now what?

Today I was crazily drowsy and not sure what I was doing with only 2 hrs sleep from last night.

After going to the BANK, I directly went to bed and sleep for 5 hrs. After that 5 hrs, I notice one thing and I was shock that I didn't even notice that. I keep on thinking about it, if I had it with me this morning and where it could be lost.

I went down to the parking lot and on the way to my car, so I guess now "god" decided it's time for me to let go, cuz he knows I can do it myself. Okey, then I will delete something more if I really couldn't find that. I thought of what she said last night that sort of making me couldn't go to bed last night. Don't know why I recently suspected that she must know something. I actually asked her last night and she said she really didn't know anything. Oh well, I will trust her for that I know I can't take it anymore. I am very fragile now.

Anyways, so I got home and the last chance I could ever to find it is with my clothes from yesterday. I remeber clearly that I had it with me last night.

And what??? I found it!!! So now what?