I am going to breakdown the 3 things that I feel is bothering you: career, relationship, and health.
1. Career. Not everyone (actually 90% of the population don't) gets to find a job that they truly enjoy. What people do, is that they work their asses off, and do things they enjoy on weekends and holidays. I know there are things that make u smile. Maybe taking care of kids, going out, traveling? BBQing? Singing K? Watching a Wong Sze Wah comedy show? Does it may you smile to see others smile? I see that your mood is actually quite good whenever you're about to go out, so I don't think you're a depressing person. Of course, people get depressed when they stay home in a lonely atmosphere with stupid thoughts. I get depressed too if I stay home on Friday and think about the meaning of life. Instead, I stay home and play some poker or watch a movie to keep my mind busy.
2. Relationship. It feels only yesterday when you were crying over Arthur. Who would of thought you would move on? But you did, and that's my point. It's hard for you to imagine what will happen in the future, so there is no need to worry now. I know you're saying "there is no way I can love somebody else right now!". Well, that's what you think. I promise you, you WILL meet another guy whom you will love very much, but u two maybe breakup too. So? It's a never-ending cycle and that is one of the facts of life. We go through 90% sadness just to find 10% happiness. It's short, but worth it.
3. Health. Okay, I can't comment on this. My eyes don't hurt, however my back does hurt alot. I know you're not depressed because of this, your eyes is just an extra reason to be sad. Physical pain is never as bad as mental pain. As long as you can conquer your mind, you too will find happiness in this world.
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Thursday, July 23, 2009
committed suicide again
My dad's best friend just committed suicide. I was a bit shock after seeing the email from my dad.
Then I found out that actually my mom didn't want me to know about it. I guess my brother and mom are just worrying about me. Actually I am ok this time, it's the second time I know someone that I know committed suicide. I don't know how to express that feeling. This time it is not as sad as last time, maybe I already got used to that sad feeling that I have not that strong feeling about it anymore.
I got a long talk with my brother and I guess he would never understand what I would feel. Maybe it's good that he is more optomistic than me, he never suffer like I do. I almost cried when I was talking with him tonight. There are so many things that I couldn't tell him that I feel so lonely sometimes and I feel life is so meaningless. I do have goals, but really so hard for me to reach and I don't want to reach it anymore. I feel life is so tiring sometimes that I do understand why ppl suicide. Everytime I think of my ex-colleague, I feel sad for her and I really hope I won't turn out to be like her.
Really really want to talk with you. I really wonder if you ever got my sms. Are you even in Vancouver? Where are you now? Are you happy now? I know you are happier without me and I don't want to bother you anymore.
The last sms I sent to you, I really didn't meant it. I mean I was just reading some old sms msg when I was thinking of the past and you. But....it's actually what I really do feel. I do miss you and need you, even you are not around. I do keep telling myself, once I was loved and I do had a great time with you. Maybe its so stupid to still beleive that you are the only one that would be with me no matter what. Maybe its so stupid to think I am still somewhere in your heart. Maybe its so stupid that I still hope one day I can see you again....
Doesn't matter....everything doesn't matter....I know being alive is already something I can do for my friends and family.
Then I found out that actually my mom didn't want me to know about it. I guess my brother and mom are just worrying about me. Actually I am ok this time, it's the second time I know someone that I know committed suicide. I don't know how to express that feeling. This time it is not as sad as last time, maybe I already got used to that sad feeling that I have not that strong feeling about it anymore.
I got a long talk with my brother and I guess he would never understand what I would feel. Maybe it's good that he is more optomistic than me, he never suffer like I do. I almost cried when I was talking with him tonight. There are so many things that I couldn't tell him that I feel so lonely sometimes and I feel life is so meaningless. I do have goals, but really so hard for me to reach and I don't want to reach it anymore. I feel life is so tiring sometimes that I do understand why ppl suicide. Everytime I think of my ex-colleague, I feel sad for her and I really hope I won't turn out to be like her.
Really really want to talk with you. I really wonder if you ever got my sms. Are you even in Vancouver? Where are you now? Are you happy now? I know you are happier without me and I don't want to bother you anymore.
The last sms I sent to you, I really didn't meant it. I mean I was just reading some old sms msg when I was thinking of the past and you. But....it's actually what I really do feel. I do miss you and need you, even you are not around. I do keep telling myself, once I was loved and I do had a great time with you. Maybe its so stupid to still beleive that you are the only one that would be with me no matter what. Maybe its so stupid to think I am still somewhere in your heart. Maybe its so stupid that I still hope one day I can see you again....
Doesn't matter....everything doesn't matter....I know being alive is already something I can do for my friends and family.
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Past
I just want to move on, have a new life and forget everything in the past.
But why it is so hard, why people, things, places keep on reminding me of what I have done, what I have miss and whom I am missing?
I am so sick of it......
But why it is so hard, why people, things, places keep on reminding me of what I have done, what I have miss and whom I am missing?
I am so sick of it......
Monday, July 20, 2009
平凡 ~ Cherry Chan
最近，好友跟那拍拖三年的男生在東南亞的一個小島上結婚了。
好友在愛情上遇過不少曲折迂迴。甜蜜的，痛苦的，激烈的，久侯的，短暫的，通通都經歷過。結婚前跟她閒聊，她說，跟未婚夫在一起，雖然沒有驚天動地的感覺，但卻有種細水長流的平靜；沒有顯赫的背景，但卻能令她感覺找到一生一世的依靠。所以，在他於他們拍拖周年紀念日propose時，好友不需多加考慮就答應了。
婚禮很簡單，沒有大排宴席，沒有珠光寶氣，卻有著一份平凡的安逸感。穿著純白的婚紗，好友眼中滲著甜蜜，安穩的神態。
望著找到幸福的好友，我在想，有時，平凡真的是種福氣。
年輕的時候，我們總渴望激情，討厭平凡。
我們總是在不對的時間，於錯誤的地點，愛上不該愛的人，還用盡各種方法去辯解這些苦戀。
那時，我們經歷了曾經自以為是最浪漫，最甜蜜的時光。
然後，我們發現愛錯了。受過傷害，跌低，又站起來。
故事不斷在迴轉。心，一直被愛情的菱角磨蝕。
直到有一天，你恍然。原來長大了，經歷過了，才知道最平凡的感情，可能才是最幸福。
兩個人相愛，能牽手，能呼吸一樣的空氣，能互相支持，就已經足夠。
原來愛，伸手能及就好。
願好友永遠幸福快樂。
好友在愛情上遇過不少曲折迂迴。甜蜜的，痛苦的，激烈的，久侯的，短暫的，通通都經歷過。結婚前跟她閒聊，她說，跟未婚夫在一起，雖然沒有驚天動地的感覺，但卻有種細水長流的平靜；沒有顯赫的背景，但卻能令她感覺找到一生一世的依靠。所以，在他於他們拍拖周年紀念日propose時，好友不需多加考慮就答應了。
婚禮很簡單，沒有大排宴席，沒有珠光寶氣，卻有著一份平凡的安逸感。穿著純白的婚紗，好友眼中滲著甜蜜，安穩的神態。
望著找到幸福的好友，我在想，有時，平凡真的是種福氣。
年輕的時候，我們總渴望激情，討厭平凡。
我們總是在不對的時間，於錯誤的地點，愛上不該愛的人，還用盡各種方法去辯解這些苦戀。
那時，我們經歷了曾經自以為是最浪漫，最甜蜜的時光。
然後，我們發現愛錯了。受過傷害，跌低，又站起來。
故事不斷在迴轉。心，一直被愛情的菱角磨蝕。
直到有一天，你恍然。原來長大了，經歷過了，才知道最平凡的感情，可能才是最幸福。
兩個人相愛，能牽手，能呼吸一樣的空氣，能互相支持，就已經足夠。
原來愛，伸手能及就好。
願好友永遠幸福快樂。
Saturday, July 18, 2009
So now what?
Today I was crazily drowsy and not sure what I was doing with only 2 hrs sleep from last night.
After going to the BANK, I directly went to bed and sleep for 5 hrs. After that 5 hrs, I notice one thing and I was shock that I didn't even notice that. I keep on thinking about it, if I had it with me this morning and where it could be lost.
I went down to the parking lot and on the way to my car, so I guess now "god" decided it's time for me to let go, cuz he knows I can do it myself. Okey, then I will delete something more if I really couldn't find that. I thought of what she said last night that sort of making me couldn't go to bed last night. Don't know why I recently suspected that she must know something. I actually asked her last night and she said she really didn't know anything. Oh well, I will trust her for that I know I can't take it anymore. I am very fragile now.
Anyways, so I got home and the last chance I could ever to find it is with my clothes from yesterday. I remeber clearly that I had it with me last night.
And what??? I found it!!! So now what?
After going to the BANK, I directly went to bed and sleep for 5 hrs. After that 5 hrs, I notice one thing and I was shock that I didn't even notice that. I keep on thinking about it, if I had it with me this morning and where it could be lost.
I went down to the parking lot and on the way to my car, so I guess now "god" decided it's time for me to let go, cuz he knows I can do it myself. Okey, then I will delete something more if I really couldn't find that. I thought of what she said last night that sort of making me couldn't go to bed last night. Don't know why I recently suspected that she must know something. I actually asked her last night and she said she really didn't know anything. Oh well, I will trust her for that I know I can't take it anymore. I am very fragile now.
Anyways, so I got home and the last chance I could ever to find it is with my clothes from yesterday. I remeber clearly that I had it with me last night.
And what??? I found it!!! So now what?
Thursday, July 16, 2009
後悔的事情
每個人一生中必然會遇到一些後悔的事情，但我們必須學習如何面對它。
有時根本不容易去面對後悔的事情而繼續前進，但是我們必須迫使自己這樣做。
既然發生了，無論什麼也不能重新開始了，那我們可以做什麼？
一定會有遺憾在人的心中，每個人在一生中必會惋惜一些東西。惋惜與後悔的感覺很壞，應該說，它很可怕，但我們只能與它並存和希望不再犯同樣的錯，不再添加遺憾。
有時根本不容易去面對後悔的事情而繼續前進，但是我們必須迫使自己這樣做。
既然發生了，無論什麼也不能重新開始了，那我們可以做什麼？
一定會有遺憾在人的心中，每個人在一生中必會惋惜一些東西。惋惜與後悔的感覺很壞，應該說，它很可怕，但我們只能與它並存和希望不再犯同樣的錯，不再添加遺憾。
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
addicted to gossip girl
you don't learn a good thing till it's gone and found someone else~ gossip girl
雙心少女奇蹟康復
衰竭心臟自動復元 雙心少女奇蹟康復 移植心臟10多年 舊心恢復正常功能
(明報)2009年7月15日 星期三 05:10
【明報專訊】英國 16歲患病「雙心」少女創下康復奇蹟！漢娜不足1歲時患上嚴重心臟病 ，兩歲時醫生為她植入新心臟，輔助原有心臟，靠着「雙心」生活十多年後，原本衰竭的心臟竟然成功自我修復，恢復正常功能，連植入的心臟亦可移走，開全球先例。專家稱若能弄清為何漢娜的心臟能自我修復，發展出治療方法，很多心臟病人也能受惠。
這項醫學奇蹟刊登在最新一期英國權威醫學雜誌《刺血針》上，有份撰寫該報告、一直治療漢娜（Hannah Clark）的倫敦 帝國學院教授雅各布（Magdi Yacoub）激動地說：「原有的心臟能康復，就像魔法般不可思議。當時她的心臟什麽也幹不了，但現在已可正常運作了。」
心臟病需移植 服抗排斥藥致癌
現年16歲的漢娜在出生後8個月便患上心肌症，一度危殆。1994年，8個月大的她原本等候移植心臟，但她嚴重的心臟病引致肺部出問題，為免她同時承受移植心臟和肺的風險，醫生作了一個特別的決定。1995年7月，醫生為年僅兩歲的她開刀，在其原有心臟旁植入一個5個月大嬰孩捐贈的心臟，讓兩個心臟並存，由新心臟承擔原有心臟的大部分機能。
但漢娜的對抗病魔艱苦之路，並未就此結束。漢娜移植心臟後必須服用抗排斥藥，惟藥物的副作用令她患上癌症。她不得不接受化療，並服用其他藥物治療，但癌病病情還是反覆。醫生只得進一步減少抗排斥藥的劑量，來遏止癌病惡化，結果導致移植過來的「新」心臟漸漸無法運作。但令人驚訝的是，「新」心臟雖愈來愈差，可是原有心臟卻慢慢自動復元，甚至開始正常運作。
專家：找出原因助訂新療法
2006年2月，醫療團隊決定再實施手術，移走漢娜體內的移植心臟，令她可完全停止服用抗排斥藥。這樣的手術，堪稱是前所未有的。不過39個月後的今天，漢娜已完全抗癌成功，她自己的心臟亦完全恢復正常。
美國 心臟病學院前校長宰普斯（Douglas Zipes）說：「心臟本身顯然有再生能力，所以現在的關鍵是找出它是如何自我復元。」他表示，若醫生能找出漢娜心臟究竟如何自我復元，並就此研發出一種治療機制，會令更多心肌症患者受益。
回顧抗病經歷，漢娜百感交集，她說接受抗排斥治療時，每天從早到晚需服用7種藥，還要經歷多次抗癌治療，她的腎更曾一度衰竭，有次差點不能呼吸。醫生當時告知漢娜家人，她可能撐不過12個小時。漢娜的父親保羅說：「當時真的非常擔心，但我們還是勇敢面對，對她說『加油漢娜，你不能放棄，你必須堅持下去』。」
康復後生活一切正常
漢娜現時剛考完會考。有感於自己的抗病經歷，她希望未來選讀幼兒護理的課程。康復後的她現在常和朋友一起外出、參加體育活動和做兼職。她憶述，移除手術後醒來，感覺很奇怪，「身體的一部分空空的，像被掏走了」。「但我很感謝這次手術，我感謝它令我可重過普通人生活。」
漢娜母親麗玆誇獎女兒一直保持樂觀，雅各布對漢娜及其家人的勇氣亦讚賞不已：「我們要學習的就是——不要放棄。」
法新社/美聯社/泰晤士報
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(明報)2009年7月15日 星期三 05:10
【明報專訊】英國 16歲患病「雙心」少女創下康復奇蹟！漢娜不足1歲時患上嚴重心臟病 ，兩歲時醫生為她植入新心臟，輔助原有心臟，靠着「雙心」生活十多年後，原本衰竭的心臟竟然成功自我修復，恢復正常功能，連植入的心臟亦可移走，開全球先例。專家稱若能弄清為何漢娜的心臟能自我修復，發展出治療方法，很多心臟病人也能受惠。
這項醫學奇蹟刊登在最新一期英國權威醫學雜誌《刺血針》上，有份撰寫該報告、一直治療漢娜（Hannah Clark）的倫敦 帝國學院教授雅各布（Magdi Yacoub）激動地說：「原有的心臟能康復，就像魔法般不可思議。當時她的心臟什麽也幹不了，但現在已可正常運作了。」
心臟病需移植 服抗排斥藥致癌
現年16歲的漢娜在出生後8個月便患上心肌症，一度危殆。1994年，8個月大的她原本等候移植心臟，但她嚴重的心臟病引致肺部出問題，為免她同時承受移植心臟和肺的風險，醫生作了一個特別的決定。1995年7月，醫生為年僅兩歲的她開刀，在其原有心臟旁植入一個5個月大嬰孩捐贈的心臟，讓兩個心臟並存，由新心臟承擔原有心臟的大部分機能。
但漢娜的對抗病魔艱苦之路，並未就此結束。漢娜移植心臟後必須服用抗排斥藥，惟藥物的副作用令她患上癌症。她不得不接受化療，並服用其他藥物治療，但癌病病情還是反覆。醫生只得進一步減少抗排斥藥的劑量，來遏止癌病惡化，結果導致移植過來的「新」心臟漸漸無法運作。但令人驚訝的是，「新」心臟雖愈來愈差，可是原有心臟卻慢慢自動復元，甚至開始正常運作。
專家：找出原因助訂新療法
2006年2月，醫療團隊決定再實施手術，移走漢娜體內的移植心臟，令她可完全停止服用抗排斥藥。這樣的手術，堪稱是前所未有的。不過39個月後的今天，漢娜已完全抗癌成功，她自己的心臟亦完全恢復正常。
美國 心臟病學院前校長宰普斯（Douglas Zipes）說：「心臟本身顯然有再生能力，所以現在的關鍵是找出它是如何自我復元。」他表示，若醫生能找出漢娜心臟究竟如何自我復元，並就此研發出一種治療機制，會令更多心肌症患者受益。
回顧抗病經歷，漢娜百感交集，她說接受抗排斥治療時，每天從早到晚需服用7種藥，還要經歷多次抗癌治療，她的腎更曾一度衰竭，有次差點不能呼吸。醫生當時告知漢娜家人，她可能撐不過12個小時。漢娜的父親保羅說：「當時真的非常擔心，但我們還是勇敢面對，對她說『加油漢娜，你不能放棄，你必須堅持下去』。」
康復後生活一切正常
漢娜現時剛考完會考。有感於自己的抗病經歷，她希望未來選讀幼兒護理的課程。康復後的她現在常和朋友一起外出、參加體育活動和做兼職。她憶述，移除手術後醒來，感覺很奇怪，「身體的一部分空空的，像被掏走了」。「但我很感謝這次手術，我感謝它令我可重過普通人生活。」
漢娜母親麗玆誇獎女兒一直保持樂觀，雅各布對漢娜及其家人的勇氣亦讚賞不已：「我們要學習的就是——不要放棄。」
法新社/美聯社/泰晤士報
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Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Whatever
I dare not to turn on my cellphone today. Don't want to, cause of the guilty stupid feeling.
Whatever, nothing I can do. It just a mistake and not even meant that. I was totally not thinking about that at that moment, just what p said about her relationship make me think about the past and looked the previous msg. Didn't plan or purposly send it out. Oh well, I don't want to let that to affect my mood anymore. Really, its totally over!!!
_________________________________________________
I want to change my cellphone number......
You won't.
Why?
I just known you too well.
Yea, you are right I won't......
Why I am still keeping that damn phone number???
Whatever, nothing I can do. It just a mistake and not even meant that. I was totally not thinking about that at that moment, just what p said about her relationship make me think about the past and looked the previous msg. Didn't plan or purposly send it out. Oh well, I don't want to let that to affect my mood anymore. Really, its totally over!!!
_________________________________________________
I want to change my cellphone number......
You won't.
Why?
I just known you too well.
Yea, you are right I won't......
Why I am still keeping that damn phone number???
Shit!!!!
Shit Shit Shit Shit!!!
damn it, it just a mistake and I didn't meant to do it and it didn't meant anything. I just a really old msg that I was reading and I just push the wrong botton by mistake. What the fuck is going on with me tonight? Why I studdenly want to read that god damn msg? Shit, I don't even want to turn on my phone anymore, I am so scare and worry and feel so terrible.
That's really didn't mean anything as it was just a mistake. How can I fix it? Shit!!!
damn it, it just a mistake and I didn't meant to do it and it didn't meant anything. I just a really old msg that I was reading and I just push the wrong botton by mistake. What the fuck is going on with me tonight? Why I studdenly want to read that god damn msg? Shit, I don't even want to turn on my phone anymore, I am so scare and worry and feel so terrible.
That's really didn't mean anything as it was just a mistake. How can I fix it? Shit!!!
Saturday, July 11, 2009
人生- quote from Cherry's note - I really like it
2009年過了超過半年，我經歷了很多人生之最。
我病了人生（暫時來說）最長的時間，吃了最多的藥。
對一個人做了最錯誤的判斷，受到了最意想不到的對待。
經歷了其中一段最傷感的時間，流了其中一次最多的眼淚。
跟朋友相聚的時間最少，還應該會過一段最天昏地暗的工作時期。
那，我的2009年是個遺憾嗎？
可不。
雖然生病，但我得到了最多朋友的關心。
雖然傷感，但在此以前我也過了其中一段最開心的時間。
雖然作了最錯誤的判斷，但同時上了人生最寶貴的一課。
雖然忙得透不過氣，但同時得到最大的推動力。
這段期間，我看了人生中最多的書，悟了人生中最多的道理。
第一次執筆寫了最多的文章，也因為你們學懂了不去吝嗇對別人的稱讚。
燒了人生最多的菜（居然！而且還健在！），看了最多的cook book。
喝了這幾年間最少的酒，度過最少的late nights。
原來有些似是老生常談的道理，真的要親自去經歷才會明白。
所以，我還是會好好記住我的2009年。
如果你今天正在面對逆境，請記緊不要去數算人生失去或是沒有的，而是要為著自己擁有的而感恩。
如果有人辜負了你，請記緊不要對別人心懷怨恨，要自己掌握自己的快樂。
今天會在工作中度過，但我卻覺得是個很好的日子。
因為，我知道你剛剛看了這篇文章，也正在思考盤算值得感恩的所有。
我病了人生（暫時來說）最長的時間，吃了最多的藥。
對一個人做了最錯誤的判斷，受到了最意想不到的對待。
經歷了其中一段最傷感的時間，流了其中一次最多的眼淚。
跟朋友相聚的時間最少，還應該會過一段最天昏地暗的工作時期。
那，我的2009年是個遺憾嗎？
可不。
雖然生病，但我得到了最多朋友的關心。
雖然傷感，但在此以前我也過了其中一段最開心的時間。
雖然作了最錯誤的判斷，但同時上了人生最寶貴的一課。
雖然忙得透不過氣，但同時得到最大的推動力。
這段期間，我看了人生中最多的書，悟了人生中最多的道理。
第一次執筆寫了最多的文章，也因為你們學懂了不去吝嗇對別人的稱讚。
燒了人生最多的菜（居然！而且還健在！），看了最多的cook book。
喝了這幾年間最少的酒，度過最少的late nights。
原來有些似是老生常談的道理，真的要親自去經歷才會明白。
所以，我還是會好好記住我的2009年。
如果你今天正在面對逆境，請記緊不要去數算人生失去或是沒有的，而是要為著自己擁有的而感恩。
如果有人辜負了你，請記緊不要對別人心懷怨恨，要自己掌握自己的快樂。
今天會在工作中度過，但我卻覺得是個很好的日子。
因為，我知道你剛剛看了這篇文章，也正在思考盤算值得感恩的所有。
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Unhappy night
A bit unhappy tonight. Too much information, too much that I don't want to know.
Maybe everything just have to be right timing. I don't know if I missed anything, but then it's already past, so what can I do about it?
Moreover, even two person is in love, timing, distance, job, religion, interest, personality all those problem might make it not happen. It just something too complicated and something we can predict.
Anyways, wish all the best to my dear dear friend. I am glad that she find someone she likes. I almost forgot what it like to fall in love with someone. She said that love is a mixture of sadness as well and she would prefer not having it. But actually love can make a person different. Even though I can see that she is unhappy about this relationship, I can feel she is more happier than before. Just a few months and I beleive that if he/she is yours then will be yours, we can't force and cannot control that. So I am looking forward to hear the good news.
Maybe everything just have to be right timing. I don't know if I missed anything, but then it's already past, so what can I do about it?
Moreover, even two person is in love, timing, distance, job, religion, interest, personality all those problem might make it not happen. It just something too complicated and something we can predict.
Anyways, wish all the best to my dear dear friend. I am glad that she find someone she likes. I almost forgot what it like to fall in love with someone. She said that love is a mixture of sadness as well and she would prefer not having it. But actually love can make a person different. Even though I can see that she is unhappy about this relationship, I can feel she is more happier than before. Just a few months and I beleive that if he/she is yours then will be yours, we can't force and cannot control that. So I am looking forward to hear the good news.
Monday, July 6, 2009
Ex
Sometimes its wierd, even we don't like a person anymore, but we still doesn't want to see he/she holding another person's hand.
Maybe because that person is Ex. I don't know how to discribe that feeling, just there is no way I can be friends with my Ex's gf or even talk with her. I just don't know how to talk with her. Not that I still like him, just that I can feel he still want me to like him. I don't care, whatever he likes to do and whatever he thinks. Also, I totally think his gf is ugly. Maybe gals are like that, always think they are much better than their Ex's gf.
Anyways, I don't really want to see him anymore. If it's year ago, I always so looking forward to see him, but now I am so disappointed about him. I mean maybe cause I understand him more now and know what kind of person he is.
Maybe because that person is Ex. I don't know how to discribe that feeling, just there is no way I can be friends with my Ex's gf or even talk with her. I just don't know how to talk with her. Not that I still like him, just that I can feel he still want me to like him. I don't care, whatever he likes to do and whatever he thinks. Also, I totally think his gf is ugly. Maybe gals are like that, always think they are much better than their Ex's gf.
Anyways, I don't really want to see him anymore. If it's year ago, I always so looking forward to see him, but now I am so disappointed about him. I mean maybe cause I understand him more now and know what kind of person he is.
Saturday, July 4, 2009
Thursday, July 2, 2009
Waiting
My best friend finally able to hang out with the guy she likes. I hardly heard her telling me she fall in love with a guy. This is pretty much the first time and I am happy for her, but at the same time I feel bad for her.
She been waiting for two years, well, shouldn't say waiting, but in this two years, he is the only guy she ever liked. Finally she can see him again and he is interested in her. But then she is leaving soon again and she is worry that it might be another two years for them to see again. A hope is also another disappointment. She wish she didn't see him again, then there won't be hope for her.
I told her that at least she tried and she won't feel regret, right? If she didn't even try, don't know how many years she will spend for regreting this.
I wish the best for her and hope this relationship can turn out for her =)
She been waiting for two years, well, shouldn't say waiting, but in this two years, he is the only guy she ever liked. Finally she can see him again and he is interested in her. But then she is leaving soon again and she is worry that it might be another two years for them to see again. A hope is also another disappointment. She wish she didn't see him again, then there won't be hope for her.
I told her that at least she tried and she won't feel regret, right? If she didn't even try, don't know how many years she will spend for regreting this.
I wish the best for her and hope this relationship can turn out for her =)
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