Who did I see???

I read a book that male's and female's brians are actually different. That's why female tend to be harder to move on and forget.

I am sick for a few days. When I was driving to see doc with fever, many things flash back in my mind. Good and bads, what so ever, some I thought I forgot already. But when something click, I just happened to remeber. People said before people die, the past will flash back and the person they miss the most will flash to the mind. Who did I see???

back again

I can feel it is coming back to me again..so scary...what should I do???

Eye problems and depression = toughest time in my life

and if someone is not here when i needed...i guess i don't need that person anymore

Baby's photos

I saw some baby's photos today, feel happy for them. They are so hun fok D

May god bess them, especially my family and you.

Happiness

A little happiness for today...

A cute boy upgraded my latte from tall to grande =)

Birthday

Today is my brother's birthday. His gf had a big birthday suprise and birthday cake for him. Seeing them I would ask myself, seems like I never did something like that for you. It's always you planning all the supirse for me, always you doing everything for me and I never contributed.

Maybe the only thing I can do for you now is to move on. That might be the biggest things I can ever do for you

追求

人不是每一樣東西想要就會得到的，人生不斷地追求，金錢、事業、理想、愛情、親情、友情、健康、美貌... 當中我們又真正得到幾多，失去幾多？



追追遂遂，到最後又到底有多少人真正地覺得快樂？



有時一個人靜下來的時侯會有種失落，問自己生存是為著什麼？



不斷追求得不到的，卻同時失去原本擁有的，有時連自已也不知道值不值得。如果當初知道得到的同時等於失去，人的決定又是否一樣？



金錢、事業、理想、愛情、親情、友情、健康、美貌是不可以同時擁有，大部分人只可以得到其中兩至三樣。下次不妨停一停想一想當中到底那些此較重要，才不至到頭來得不償失...

I believe one day I will get over it

Today I can still feel the pain in my heart. I didn’t expect I would still have that feeling toward you after so long. I thought I am tougher now and should be able to face it, but I guess as a way I am still as weak as I used to be.



I clicked on your folder from my mail box today and read some of the emails. I feel that our relationship is really weird, like a race? I think both of us do have to take responsibility for that and maybe I am taking 70%? From the email you told me that you got over it and past is already past. After reading that again I would ask myself, if you once love someone so much and can get over it, then how come I can’t? Maybe I am really really stubborn. I know you have a stronger, tougher personality than I do. Or maybe it’s the different between men and women.



After reading that, even it is stabbing right through me, but I know it’s true. Actually I should understand you really well that you are the person that when love
a person, just deeply in love. But once it's over, you just have no more feeling anymore. Just like when you told me about responsiblity.

I beleive if you can, I will able to get over it some point in life as well, I guess I just need more time than you.