Saturday, January 30, 2010
Friday, January 29, 2010
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Step foward or Step backward?
Couldn't really get the reading into my head last night. I am not sure if its the medicine, the dizzness, the heart broken feeling or whatever.
I guess it's better not to like a person, cuz it's not even something that make me happy. I don't want to play mind game and I don't want to be played. I am just very simple and direct. I started to question myself where is the old vivi? The person who used to have really really low self-control and very direct. I used to be the active person that would do the first step. I used to the be the person that can't wait for a moment and asked directly. I used to be a person that just want to answer. Why would I studdenly don't know what to do. Not sure I should step forward or step backward? Should I even try if I know its not going to work? I am tired of guess what another person is thinking, it takes too much energy and time. I wish everything would be just very very simple.
I guess it's better not to like a person, cuz it's not even something that make me happy. I don't want to play mind game and I don't want to be played. I am just very simple and direct. I started to question myself where is the old vivi? The person who used to have really really low self-control and very direct. I used to be the active person that would do the first step. I used to the be the person that can't wait for a moment and asked directly. I used to be a person that just want to answer. Why would I studdenly don't know what to do. Not sure I should step forward or step backward? Should I even try if I know its not going to work? I am tired of guess what another person is thinking, it takes too much energy and time. I wish everything would be just very very simple.
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
談戀愛
一個動人的女子就在眼前，對，有更進一步的可能性，但我可以放得很輕，變得重只是我一手造成。
其實, 愛只需要一份勇氣。就是那份願意去試愛的勇氣。沒有嘗試, 又怎麼能知道最後是什麼的結果呢? 愛情, 就是要有賭上一切的覺悟。 這才是有意義的。
愛得及時, 就算最後回報是零, 但起碼你嘗過愛情裡的酸甜苦辣。 當下一次你再遇到令你心悸的那個他/她時,你會更懂得珍惜和疼愛。
如期要畏懼它, 何必不放膽轟轟烈烈的愛一次?你又為什麼要害怕去愛
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其實, 愛只需要一份勇氣。就是那份願意去試愛的勇氣。沒有嘗試, 又怎麼能知道最後是什麼的結果呢? 愛情, 就是要有賭上一切的覺悟。 這才是有意義的。
愛得及時, 就算最後回報是零, 但起碼你嘗過愛情裡的酸甜苦辣。 當下一次你再遇到令你心悸的那個他/她時,你會更懂得珍惜和疼愛。
如期要畏懼它, 何必不放膽轟轟烈烈的愛一次?你又為什麼要害怕去愛
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Updates
ok, it's time to update now.
1/ Sick...cough cough
2/ Tired...not enought sleep again, cuz those stupid reading and cuz I couldn't concentrate on reading
3/ Too much fb and msn = very unproductive
4/ Missing someone who I shouldn't
5/ Don't get what guys are thinking
6/ Having a lot of good friends
7/ Really Really want to travel!!!
1/ Sick...cough cough
2/ Tired...not enought sleep again, cuz those stupid reading and cuz I couldn't concentrate on reading
3/ Too much fb and msn = very unproductive
4/ Missing someone who I shouldn't
5/ Don't get what guys are thinking
6/ Having a lot of good friends
7/ Really Really want to travel!!!
Saturday, January 23, 2010
Monday, January 18, 2010
好感的秘密
我想，好感這回事，想多了，
就很容易累積成真感情。
你問我害怕再喜歡誰嗎?
也許，我的確害怕了，
所以一直不敢讓自己想太多，
不讓好感變成感情。
畢竟，我始終明白，
從來我只有當一箱情願的角色。
別人都說，喜歡了，
就要抓緊機會去追。
幸福是自己爭取的。
但，事情有這麼簡單嗎?
當心裡的自衛防禦系統在很久以前不自覺啟動了，
過份敏感的系統，在只剛剛對某人產生好感時，
已經發出極具警惕性的警覺。
連好感也覺得不應該產生了，覺得好感冒出頭來，
就很快以極速入侵脆弱的心靈，
最後令心靈失去抵抗力，變得易碎。
好感是一種令人精神失常的病毒。
甚至，我會為產生過份的好感而有罪惡感。
我覺得自己沒有資格想太多，想太遠。
昨天跟好友悄悄話。
目前為止，只有三位好友知道我這個關於好感的秘密。
不知道從何時開始，連跟親密的好友說這種好感的秘密，
都那麼難以啟齒。
也許，我實在介意自己總是愛造夢。
多麼想，此生不再為誰動心。
想多了，好感變感情。
是所謂的「日久生情」麼？
竟開始害怕無法享受好感的親近與幸福。
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就很容易累積成真感情。
你問我害怕再喜歡誰嗎?
也許，我的確害怕了，
所以一直不敢讓自己想太多，
不讓好感變成感情。
畢竟，我始終明白，
從來我只有當一箱情願的角色。
別人都說，喜歡了，
就要抓緊機會去追。
幸福是自己爭取的。
但，事情有這麼簡單嗎?
當心裡的自衛防禦系統在很久以前不自覺啟動了，
過份敏感的系統，在只剛剛對某人產生好感時，
已經發出極具警惕性的警覺。
連好感也覺得不應該產生了，覺得好感冒出頭來，
就很快以極速入侵脆弱的心靈，
最後令心靈失去抵抗力，變得易碎。
好感是一種令人精神失常的病毒。
甚至，我會為產生過份的好感而有罪惡感。
我覺得自己沒有資格想太多，想太遠。
昨天跟好友悄悄話。
目前為止，只有三位好友知道我這個關於好感的秘密。
不知道從何時開始，連跟親密的好友說這種好感的秘密，
都那麼難以啟齒。
也許，我實在介意自己總是愛造夢。
多麼想，此生不再為誰動心。
想多了，好感變感情。
是所謂的「日久生情」麼？
竟開始害怕無法享受好感的親近與幸福。
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Good? or Bad?
I don't know if it is a good thing to be affected by others?
Is it a good thing to care about what others think about me?
Is it a good thing to care about what another person do?
Is it a good think to be emotional affected by a person?
Should I rather don't have this feeling?
It is not a good feeling at all.
Is it a good thing to care about what others think about me?
Is it a good thing to care about what another person do?
Is it a good think to be emotional affected by a person?
Should I rather don't have this feeling?
It is not a good feeling at all.
today, someone said:
if there is one person in the world which i don't ant to hurt, the one will be u
Saturday, January 16, 2010
I don't know what I am thinking
I am not feeling well and extremely tired today. I just been thinking what I really want these days and many things happened. Sometimes I can't find the meaning of life. I always try to be tough, even tho I know I am not. I just feel really tired recently.
Someone asked me to go back to HK yesterday. I know there are people waiting for me in HK, but I just don't like them, but in a way I would think I am so tired, I hope someone can take care of me. I do need supports. I don't even know what I should do...
Someone asked me to go back to HK yesterday. I know there are people waiting for me in HK, but I just don't like them, but in a way I would think I am so tired, I hope someone can take care of me. I do need supports. I don't even know what I should do...
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
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