Today I can still feel the pain in my heart. I didn’t expect I would still have that feeling toward you after so long. I thought I am tougher now and should be able to face it, but I guess as a way I am still as weak as I used to be.
I clicked on your folder from my mail box today and read some of the emails. I feel that our relationship is really weird, like a race? I think both of us do have to take responsibility for that and maybe I am taking 70%? From the email you told me that you got over it and past is already past. After reading that again I would ask myself, if you once love someone so much and can get over it, then how come I can’t? Maybe I am really really stubborn. I know you have a stronger, tougher personality than I do. Or maybe it’s the different between men and women.
After reading that, even it is stabbing right through me, but I know it’s true. Actually I should understand you really well that you are the person that when love
a person, just deeply in love. But once it's over, you just have no more feeling anymore. Just like when you told me about responsiblity.
I beleive if you can, I will able to get over it some point in life as well, I guess I just need more time than you.
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