Vancouver, British Columbia
6:49am DST
Thu 10/9/2008
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Sunrise: 7:23am
Sunset: 6:35pm
Thursday, October 9, 2008
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
加油!加油!加油!
堅強D
加油!加油!加油!
對自己好一點，開心一點!
我的快樂 會回來的
只要清楚曾愛的那麼深刻 不追問值不值得
我的快樂 會回來的
離開不是你給了我的選擇
瘋的想的念的 不安的焦慮的
浮躁的夢過的 擁有的失去的 怎麼忘呢
非常想要忘的 絕對不能忘的
我想要還你的 真的不想要了 只得封了
封了... 忘了...
加油!加油!加油!
對自己好一點，開心一點!
我的快樂 會回來的
只要清楚曾愛的那麼深刻 不追問值不值得
我的快樂 會回來的
離開不是你給了我的選擇
瘋的想的念的 不安的焦慮的
浮躁的夢過的 擁有的失去的 怎麼忘呢
非常想要忘的 絕對不能忘的
我想要還你的 真的不想要了 只得封了
封了... 忘了...
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
woke up
Bi,
I got up so early today. I went to bed at 2am last night, but still woke up at 8am this morning. Do you know why? Thats because I was thinking about you in my dream and I was so unhappy that I got up. I think I had a dream that I saw your photos with your gf and I was so upset.
I always try to convince myself that I know even you don't love me anymore, I know you would never treat anyone better than me. But is that enough?? While packing all the stuff, I realize there are so many things with your shadow in them. Soon I will be gone again and I will miss out this chance of seeing you again.
Vi
I got up so early today. I went to bed at 2am last night, but still woke up at 8am this morning. Do you know why? Thats because I was thinking about you in my dream and I was so unhappy that I got up. I think I had a dream that I saw your photos with your gf and I was so upset.
I always try to convince myself that I know even you don't love me anymore, I know you would never treat anyone better than me. But is that enough?? While packing all the stuff, I realize there are so many things with your shadow in them. Soon I will be gone again and I will miss out this chance of seeing you again.
Vi
Monday, October 6, 2008
Today
Today did a lot of things, one of the thing that I need to do is go to Crystique to ask them if I can get that ring back. The answer is no, I can't even order it. Feel disappointed and asked myself why I was so careless that lost that ring, I love it so much and it's something that I can't get back. I remeber they said that's the only one when I got it. The person I can't keep, even a ring I can't as well......
Seeing my bro, I am so envy. Well, maybe cuz seeing him I can see myself there. Happy little couple. His gf is staying over almost everyday. They eat together and got up to work together. It just remind me of 4 years ago. It's actually very simple life, but I didn't know how good and happy it was. Now I realize that it's just something that I really want. Oh well, a sick person like me not deserve to have that anyways.
Seeing my bro, I am so envy. Well, maybe cuz seeing him I can see myself there. Happy little couple. His gf is staying over almost everyday. They eat together and got up to work together. It just remind me of 4 years ago. It's actually very simple life, but I didn't know how good and happy it was. Now I realize that it's just something that I really want. Oh well, a sick person like me not deserve to have that anyways.
Sunday, October 5, 2008
Everything
Everything in Vancouver remind me of you. My appartment's lobby, Joey's, Downtown, HSBC, Burnaby, Save-on-food, Starbucks....even purfumes, my tops, my bed......
I laugh to myself...what am I thinking??? I always hoping to find someone..and that person was beside me..........
I laugh to myself...what am I thinking??? I always hoping to find someone..and that person was beside me..........
Thursday, October 2, 2008
Living in memories
Finally finished my Las Vegas trip. We stayed for 4 days 3 nights, but it was not as fun as I expected it would be. Many places there reminded me of you and I asked myself is that the reason I went there again???
When I see the O show and the celling at Bellagio, then I think of was there the reason that you went there again after we broke up???
I am suprise that I do still think of you sometimes, but I keep on telling myself that past is past and when I learned what I have missed and the time that we had together, I know everything is too late. But I understand if my eye never have problem, I never lost everything that I have, I won't know what I got in my life. I do feel thankful that you have loved me. I know some people have never been loved and never meet a guy like you. I do feel luckily that I have met you and you taught me a lot.
When I was in vegas, I noticed that I changed a lot. Remeber that I used to be scare of height so much that I won't go any close to the window at Stratospere? Now I can. I used to think that I can't plan a trip and this trip show that I do able to plan a trip. I finally had a chance to watch the O show and the TI show......without you......it's so different......
When I see the O show and the celling at Bellagio, then I think of was there the reason that you went there again after we broke up???
I am suprise that I do still think of you sometimes, but I keep on telling myself that past is past and when I learned what I have missed and the time that we had together, I know everything is too late. But I understand if my eye never have problem, I never lost everything that I have, I won't know what I got in my life. I do feel thankful that you have loved me. I know some people have never been loved and never meet a guy like you. I do feel luckily that I have met you and you taught me a lot.
When I was in vegas, I noticed that I changed a lot. Remeber that I used to be scare of height so much that I won't go any close to the window at Stratospere? Now I can. I used to think that I can't plan a trip and this trip show that I do able to plan a trip. I finally had a chance to watch the O show and the TI show......without you......it's so different......
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