Tuesday, October 7, 2008

woke up

Bi,

I got up so early today. I went to bed at 2am last night, but still woke up at 8am this morning. Do you know why? Thats because I was thinking about you in my dream and I was so unhappy that I got up. I think I had a dream that I saw your photos with your gf and I was so upset.

I always try to convince myself that I know even you don't love me anymore, I know you would never treat anyone better than me. But is that enough?? While packing all the stuff, I realize there are so many things with your shadow in them. Soon I will be gone again and I will miss out this chance of seeing you again.

Vi