Thursday, January 26, 2012

What should I do?

Three days already. You didn't find me for three days! What are you doing in these three days? Have you thought about me? Why you can't even send me a message? Why you have to treat me like this?

When you were with me, you are so sweet and caring. Even though you never admit that you like me and you don't want anyone know that you are with me, but I feel you want to see me and you want to spend time with me. You will make plan for seeing me again and I feel happy that you actually want to see me again.

On saturday you actually came over again, I was supprised, is it because you really want to see me again? or you were just lonely? I couldn't think of a reason why you were still up, are you waiting for me? But then you can't say that you like me when I asked you, I really don't know what is our relationship.

I don't want to be demanding, as I know what our relationship is, we are not together. But how can I possibily be not demanding when I really miss you and after all the sweet stuff you did and you became cold again. Why you cannot treasure a bit the love I gave to you and I am trying really hard to be a good girlfriend this time? You know I will never do it again if you won't treasure.

I saw the message she sent you. I didn't know you still keep in touch with her. Should I be still believe in you? I know you are spending the weekend with me and I know you do want to spend time with me, should I not be asking for too much from you?

I wish you can tell me what I should do....?