Monday, June 29, 2009

RED EYES

My eyes are so red again and I was so scare. I don't want ot look at the mirror and I don't want to go out. I really want to stay in Vancouver, but I worry that I cannot stay. I don't want ot be a monster. What can I do?

I feel so worry and scare and so unhappy. I think I don't deserve to live or deserve to be loved. I am worry that I can;'t even find a job cause I will be scaring people away. I wish I can be a normal person. I wish I can