implies?

P said meet the same person two times in a week should imply something to me. Right time, right place, right person. I don't know what a coincidence it is. Sometimes when you think it's time to move on, that's it and fate just tell you that it's time for you to make decision again.

If that iimplying something. Than how about my dream??? Implying that I am thinking too much? In my dream I bump into you again at a bridge and you were with your gf holding hands. There were so many people on the bridge walking opposite direction. I was walking toward one way and you toward the other. You couldn't see me and I was seeing you guys from the back. Then I fainted out.

Second time seeing you were in the hosiptal. I just found out that I had cancer ( in my dream) and then I was talking with a kid. Then the emergency room came in a person and with her family and friends. You came in with your gf and was backing me. I turned around and look at the backs of you two. I saw a ring on your hand. It's funny that I can even tell it's a tiffany square shape ring. Then I fainted out again.

Actually I didn't purposely think of anything like this. I really don't know how I can come up with something like this in my dream and it's true. I guess I won't studdenly able to make up a story like this. Then what does that implying?

...

I didn't even remeber I wrote something like that last nite. Is it the real me? What really I were thinking last night?


Someone says...

If you love a man;
set him free;
if he belongs to you;
he is yours!

drunk

i am so fucking dunk now and I am missing u so much.

I wish you would be the person picking me up after and sleep with me right now..gosh....what's going on with me? I don't think we can be together and I am still thinking about u...what's going on...why u alway not there when I needed u???

Another move

I don't know what of feeling I have toward that person now. I don't know is love, hate, or even anything. I just feel so sad everything I think about the past. Why I have to meet him again. I think should be enough for me. The more I think, the more I should hate him, but I coudn't.

Finally, decide to pack the first drawn stuff to a box. It's about time, to do more and more, so I can forget more and more. Why should I think of the past anymore? Everyone moved on and having a new life. Including me.

Sally said I changed...I agree... but with a tradeoff.

路遙自然知馬力

而我實在覺得，被稱為甚麼都好，不是人家說你是便是，也不是有人批評你不是便不是，路遙自然知馬力，日久，人心亦會被可見的事實改變。

如果你不想放棄某些東西，你可以做的，就是不斷證明自己，在過程中以清晰的目標來修正自己的不足，你的路就是這樣走的了，途人要拍掌或喝倒采，也是路上風景的一部分。

有時候，事實不但能改變外界的想法，甚至連當事人也會有所啟發，或許，有些路，你走了一段時間，才發現自己不適合，這也不是甚麼奇異的事。

stranger

we started from strangers and then we were so close together and then we lost contact. Now we are strangers again. Even tho we are in the same room, we do not know each other and we don't even want to look at each other. Maybe it just me that can't take that feeling. I don't know if I still love you, but I know I don't know how to stand infront of you and pretend nothing had ever happened.

Anyways, it's good to see. At least you are alive and having fun. Life must go on no matter what right? Good luck to the ones that loved each other and become strangers again. I am sure u guys can move on.

over?

I thought I got over with it, but then it appeared again.