Happy Valentine’s day!

Happy Valentine’s day!

This is a really sad day for me, I don’t think we should have the talk, but in a way at least I know the reason why you couldn’t say “I like you”.

I am still feeling really painful in my tummy, but it is the pain in my body or in my heart? I couldn’t tell, I just feel something is squeezing me that make it really really painful. I feel really bad that I skipped work today, but really I really cannot go…

What is our solution? You asked me what I want to get out of this relationship, how about you? There are only a few solutions, one is not seeing each other anymore, second is you find another girlfriend, third is I find another guy, or last is being together. All of them will hurt us somehow in life, you think you will hurt me in the future, but right now I am already so deeply involved. How can you say you want to put it down when it is not too deep when I already fall deeply into it at the first place? I know I am giving you a lot of pressure, but seriously I want you to think, if really you have feeling toward me and I love you, why you can’t give me a chance? Past cannot be ease, but then we are living in present, can’t we treasure time being together and be happy in this moment? Yes, it will be difficult for you, but I promise I will love you way more to help you move on. Plus I really can’t take it if you are leaving me now….you know how weak I am that I just can’t……….if you really care about me, then just stay with me.

一輩子很短，我們可否將錯就錯？