I am not feeling well and extremely tired today. I just been thinking what I really want these days and many things happened. Sometimes I can't find the meaning of life. I always try to be tough, even tho I know I am not. I just feel really tired recently.
Someone asked me to go back to HK yesterday. I know there are people waiting for me in HK, but I just don't like them, but in a way I would think I am so tired, I hope someone can take care of me. I do need supports. I don't even know what I should do...