Sunday, June 21, 2009

Messy New Home

Finally back to my new home. I miss my bed so much, my comfy bed.

It werid to be back home, cause this is a new home. Everything is new. New home, new room, new setting, new tv, new kitchen...etc....feel not like my home anymore...but in there, there are no more old memory, no more shadow of anybody. I hope I can start a new life in here, well...still thinking of starting a new life in Vancouver.

It's a totally different world. The things and world happened yesterday is still in my brain. The busy, crowd, noisy, but surounded by friends and family's life is still with me in my mind. Sometimes it's really hard to choose and take the choice.

I don't know if I can have a new start or should I have a new start. Also, becuase of you I am worry if I can face it. I tell myself I am a brave gal now, I should able to face it, but actually I know I am still weak. I am scare to see anything about you......

P.S. Many things are missing in this home, I have a bad feeling about it. like my room is not my room anymore. where are the things??? Feel so sad......