Finally back from TW trip, I got sick after the trip of not enough sleep and so cold there. It wasn't a great trip actually compare to Sabah and Vegas trip, it was just ok.
But one good thing is I got the xmas starbucks card from Taiwan. I think it's something I can't get no where. I want to mail on to you. I prepare the envlope and address and then dropped it off at the hotel counter. Then the next day I took it back. I don't know what you will think after you receive it. Even my point is just to give that card to you as I thought you would like it. But if it's from me you might not want it anymore. Also, I dont want you to be unhappy. I guess you should be happy with the life you have and I don't want you to be unhappy cuz of me. End up I took the letter back with the card in it and brought them back to HK.
Actually, I cried after clubbing at room 18. Cuz I really miss you. And I took the letter back from the hotel counter that night after clubbing. I don't want to hurt you. Even I really want you to be happy, I don't know how. I just know if I do nothing maybe you will feel happier. But if you know all I did for you, then would you change your mind? I am so tired already bi......
