First day when I am 2X

Today is the first day after my birthday. Went to watch Nut cracker with peggy and she bought me dinner for my birthday. I bought her a pot and a heater for hotpot tomorrow at her place. Hope I can get off earlier tomorrow so I can take a nap.

I believe I will stay home on 25th as I think I shouldn't go to the christmas party. I really hate it that I was all ready for it and cuz of that stupid guy ruined everything. I might loose a group of friend cuz of this. It's kind of sad as I don't have much friends actually.

How come you are not around? I don't want anyone, I just want you.