Sunday, November 2, 2008

I wish











I wish time can go back and I can be the same old me.....

I wish I am in Vancouver and still living with you....

I wish I can just be a c lai like I used to be....cook and clean and watch tv all the time and sleep like a pig...

What should I do?? How can I get that old life back?

What would happened if we never broke up?? Would we be still together? Married? Or would it be the same??? I really need to be beside me...you know how weak I am...I am just pretend to be strong in front of ppl...

I realy hate myself for letting you go...you must be happy to know that cuz you must think i deserve that rite?? or you have no feeling anymore, cuz you don't care anymore???

I am so stupid...will I ever feel happy again w/o u?