I lied

I lied that I will live happily after, lied that I can be tough, I lied that I wish you would be happy.

I wish you are not happy, your girlfriend is treating you badly and you are regret that u told me it's a little too late.

I really can't live without you. How come you are always in my memory?

How many chances did you give me? How many time you have been forgiving me? Why I didn't treausre? Why the nite after Joey that you call me and I told you that we need some time? Why that night you been you my place and hold me telling me that no matter what you will be beside me and I didn't tell you that I need you? Why last time I saw you I have to pretend to be strong and didn't cry in front of you.

I cried again tonight, how come you couldn't give me one more chance to be a good girlfriend again? How come it's a little to late? How come I didn't notice it ealier? How come you didn't wait for me longer? How come it's always wrong timing??

I really can't...I really can't...I am really regreting...What can I do? What should I do??