Thursday, October 2, 2008

Living in memories

Finally finished my Las Vegas trip. We stayed for 4 days 3 nights, but it was not as fun as I expected it would be. Many places there reminded me of you and I asked myself is that the reason I went there again???

When I see the O show and the celling at Bellagio, then I think of was there the reason that you went there again after we broke up???

I am suprise that I do still think of you sometimes, but I keep on telling myself that past is past and when I learned what I have missed and the time that we had together, I know everything is too late. But I understand if my eye never have problem, I never lost everything that I have, I won't know what I got in my life. I do feel thankful that you have loved me. I know some people have never been loved and never meet a guy like you. I do feel luckily that I have met you and you taught me a lot.

When I was in vegas, I noticed that I changed a lot. Remeber that I used to be scare of height so much that I won't go any close to the window at Stratospere? Now I can. I used to think that I can't plan a trip and this trip show that I do able to plan a trip. I finally had a chance to watch the O show and the TI show......without you......it's so different......