S:Do u have new bf mei ar
V:huh? y studdenly ask me that? do I look like I have one? haha..
mo ar.I was just emailing my frd..telling her why I still keep thinking of my ex now...I think he treated me too good la..it's hard for me to forget everything he did for me....
and he bought so much to me..well..not have to be expensive things..but many touching and meaningful things..when I was packing in van...many things have his shadows..and I missed him so much
S:HE IS REALLY LUCKY LA
V: No la, I think I am the lucky one that met him in my life
V:I think I am lucky ga la..at least I met him and twice actually in my life...and maybe timing is not rite..we had two chances already..and we missed that......if we meant to be together..that won't happened..
but I am glad that at least our story happened......
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M: 或者初戀既時候,妳會 100%咁去愛一個人,因為個時既世界裡面,
我地係無「呃」「背叛」「受傷」「失望」既concept
人大個,戀愛經驗多左之後,妳愛一個人既 percentage 會慢慢減低... 100%--> 90%---> 80%--->70% --->...
妳永遠都回歸唔到原點既 100%.因為妳已經怕再受到傷害,再被遺棄,所以妳會卻步,會猶豫,會退縮。
妳再唔會好似之前咁大膽,咁勇敢,因為 quota 已經用盡。