What is the point of treating someone good if you know that person doesn't worth it?
What is the point of missing someone when you know he/she doesn't miss you?
What is the point of liking a person that you know there is not result?
what is the point of loving a person that you know you can't reply on?
what is the point if you know you can't trust someone?
There is not only point A, there is point B, point C, point D...What don't give yourself a open option and give yourself some rooms and chances?
Like doesn't mean anything...we still need a life...
I don't know if I should be still good to a person or should I turn away from him...
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Friday, February 12, 2010
我決定
壞習慣 維持好幾年
每次 被你傷了 裝作沒感覺
在一起久了 什麼都隨便了
心 就這樣慢慢 被忽略
連要回家都看你心情 什麼都是你說了才算
夜涼如水我忽然清醒 體貼還不如一些任性
＊請讓我一個人走路回去 我說我可以就是可以
你 真的不用表現擔心 就省省力氣
我決定不再等你決定 我決定今夜想想自己
我 決定偶爾也試著去 懷疑
是否你的決定我都只能 同意
我不怕 這樣的結局
至少 該怎麼做 我自己決定
再如何傷心 都最後一次了
天 在破曉之後 最美麗
同個路口同一片天空 發現我已不會捨不得
在終於釋懷的那一刻 找回了久違的快樂
Repeat ＊
我決定不再等你決定 我決定不再等待續集
我 決定要在天亮之前 冷靜
讓所有情節從此凍結在 這裏
Repeat ＊
我決定不再等你決定 我決定不再等待續集
我 決定要在天亮之前 告別
這一段全心全意佔有的 記憶
每次 被你傷了 裝作沒感覺
在一起久了 什麼都隨便了
心 就這樣慢慢 被忽略
連要回家都看你心情 什麼都是你說了才算
夜涼如水我忽然清醒 體貼還不如一些任性
＊請讓我一個人走路回去 我說我可以就是可以
你 真的不用表現擔心 就省省力氣
我決定不再等你決定 我決定今夜想想自己
我 決定偶爾也試著去 懷疑
是否你的決定我都只能 同意
我不怕 這樣的結局
至少 該怎麼做 我自己決定
再如何傷心 都最後一次了
天 在破曉之後 最美麗
同個路口同一片天空 發現我已不會捨不得
在終於釋懷的那一刻 找回了久違的快樂
Repeat ＊
我決定不再等你決定 我決定不再等待續集
我 決定要在天亮之前 冷靜
讓所有情節從此凍結在 這裏
Repeat ＊
我決定不再等你決定 我決定不再等待續集
我 決定要在天亮之前 告別
這一段全心全意佔有的 記憶
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Monday, February 8, 2010
Want
I don't know what I really want now. I thought I know before, but now start to feel confused. I know I am not good enough to get what I want, but somehow I would think about it...
Saturday, February 6, 2010
Thursday, February 4, 2010
The truth
ok, now I know the truth. I just feel I am SO FUNNY and SO STUPID.
It's time to get start again, to move on again, to be happy again.
Truth is always painful. Do you know how my face turn red, my heart beat fast and get pain after knowing the truth? All I feel afterward is I am so stupid and cheap.
I don't even know how to face you anymore. How should I treat you? What should I do? Should I pretend I don't even know you? Should I keep the friendship? Should I even talk with you? Or should I ignore you?
Who can tell me what to do?
It's time to get start again, to move on again, to be happy again.
Truth is always painful. Do you know how my face turn red, my heart beat fast and get pain after knowing the truth? All I feel afterward is I am so stupid and cheap.
I don't even know how to face you anymore. How should I treat you? What should I do? Should I pretend I don't even know you? Should I keep the friendship? Should I even talk with you? Or should I ignore you?
Who can tell me what to do?
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
女人的明示
如果說男人是種暗示的生物，那麼相對而言，女人似乎是種喜歡明示的生物。
別急，明示不是指她們喜歡什麼也說出口，而是相對男人暗示的密碼，女人的心似乎更顯而易明。或許女人都是這樣的，恨不得把心掏出來給情人看個仔細。可是，這樣掏心掏肺的表示，你真的看個明白嗎？
當大家都知道你幾乎是公然地暗戀她，她還是無動於衷，視你為朋友，她親和的微笑，是她唯一可給你的甜頭，再多，她不想再給。
當她對所有男生都聊得開，唯有對你視若無睹，呵，那是她不想出糗，因她沒法不紅著臉跟你說話。
當她興致勃勃地問你，她今天有什麼不同，其實你可不必正面回答，也許輕撫她的髮尾，靜靜看進她的眼睛，說句她想聽的「比昨天更美」，也許比一個實在的答案來得好，反正她只想你為她留神，哪怕剎那也好。
當她似有若無地訴說著，有某男士對她獻殷勤，你要知道，你最大的敵人不是那名男士，而是她那顆想你著緊和重視她的心。
當她在你面前對某女士讚不絕口，特別大讚她的外型時，你要知道，她在試探，她想知道你喜歡她的皮相還是她的心，如是後者，大可一笑置之，把她的說話吻回嘴裡。
當她問你今天做了什麼，其實她未必真的對你的行程表有興趣，而是想知道她不在的時間裡，你有否思念她。
當她好奇的追問你的過去，其實她想知道你到底經歷了什麼，才成為現在的你，令她無可救藥地心動。
當她還未肯介紹你給她的朋友認識，你大概可知道你在她心中還未過關，不是她不喜歡你，只是你還有改進的空間。
當你問她情人節喜歡什麼花，她支吾了半天才吐出一句「不用送花和巧克力」，你大可思量這話的可信度，因為有可能話的真義是：情人節不送，你以後都不用送了。
作者:qpearl892
別急，明示不是指她們喜歡什麼也說出口，而是相對男人暗示的密碼，女人的心似乎更顯而易明。或許女人都是這樣的，恨不得把心掏出來給情人看個仔細。可是，這樣掏心掏肺的表示，你真的看個明白嗎？
當大家都知道你幾乎是公然地暗戀她，她還是無動於衷，視你為朋友，她親和的微笑，是她唯一可給你的甜頭，再多，她不想再給。
當她對所有男生都聊得開，唯有對你視若無睹，呵，那是她不想出糗，因她沒法不紅著臉跟你說話。
當她興致勃勃地問你，她今天有什麼不同，其實你可不必正面回答，也許輕撫她的髮尾，靜靜看進她的眼睛，說句她想聽的「比昨天更美」，也許比一個實在的答案來得好，反正她只想你為她留神，哪怕剎那也好。
當她似有若無地訴說著，有某男士對她獻殷勤，你要知道，你最大的敵人不是那名男士，而是她那顆想你著緊和重視她的心。
當她在你面前對某女士讚不絕口，特別大讚她的外型時，你要知道，她在試探，她想知道你喜歡她的皮相還是她的心，如是後者，大可一笑置之，把她的說話吻回嘴裡。
當她問你今天做了什麼，其實她未必真的對你的行程表有興趣，而是想知道她不在的時間裡，你有否思念她。
當她好奇的追問你的過去，其實她想知道你到底經歷了什麼，才成為現在的你，令她無可救藥地心動。
當她還未肯介紹你給她的朋友認識，你大概可知道你在她心中還未過關，不是她不喜歡你，只是你還有改進的空間。
當你問她情人節喜歡什麼花，她支吾了半天才吐出一句「不用送花和巧克力」，你大可思量這話的可信度，因為有可能話的真義是：情人節不送，你以後都不用送了。
作者:qpearl892
Monday, February 1, 2010
sake
Last nite had too much sake. Actually, I just studdenly really want to drink last nite. I am not extremely upset, but just a bit moody. I know I will easily get tipsy after drinking sake, but I just want to forget about everything. I just feel so stressed out and feel so confused of what I really want to do.
Last nite talked with a guy that understand me really well. I am suprised that how well he understand me and always able to give good advise to me. His personality is so similar to bi, but just that he is not as good as him and he is not him. Maybe that's the reason I am not together with him.
I think if not the sake, there is no way that I would say so much to him. He asked me a question which I asked myself for the past month. " Do I know what I really want to do?" . I think I have to clear that out first, but the answer is I don't know. At first I beleive I have already get over the past, but these few days I actually think of the past. I know no one would treat be better than bi and no one can replace him. I really don't know what I really want.
I think he is right, I don't have time to play the stupid try and error games. I should be sure my decision before I do something. I should give myself more time to think what is right and what is wrong. I know I am a very impatient person, I just don't want to wait or waste time. I just want to have yes or no, but I guess this time I should be sure what I want before I do any step.
Its good to have someone know me so well, to give me good advice, to care about me, to love me.
Oh well, need to back to stupid study....><
Last nite talked with a guy that understand me really well. I am suprised that how well he understand me and always able to give good advise to me. His personality is so similar to bi, but just that he is not as good as him and he is not him. Maybe that's the reason I am not together with him.
I think if not the sake, there is no way that I would say so much to him. He asked me a question which I asked myself for the past month. " Do I know what I really want to do?" . I think I have to clear that out first, but the answer is I don't know. At first I beleive I have already get over the past, but these few days I actually think of the past. I know no one would treat be better than bi and no one can replace him. I really don't know what I really want.
I think he is right, I don't have time to play the stupid try and error games. I should be sure my decision before I do something. I should give myself more time to think what is right and what is wrong. I know I am a very impatient person, I just don't want to wait or waste time. I just want to have yes or no, but I guess this time I should be sure what I want before I do any step.
Its good to have someone know me so well, to give me good advice, to care about me, to love me.
Oh well, need to back to stupid study....><
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