Bad feelings

You know what, I had a bad feeling that last for one month already.

I just found out my frd pass away and then I think of you. I haven't contact him for 2 years and didn't even check out hif facebook and today I found out that. What made me feel worry is there were flying moths in my room first day I arrive to this new home and there were flying moths staying over in my room for couples of days. As the old chinese say flying moth means a pass away person is missing you and coming back as a flying moth to visit me. I am not sure why, but I have that bad feeling and i worry about you. Maybe it sounds stupid, but really I really worry about you.

I know it's a mistake to send you that SMS, but it's totally wierd that you didn't reply or didn't even scold at me or tell me not to find you forever. Are you still in Vancouver? Where are you? Are you......I am so scare to know or to find out......I rather you are happy right now, doesn't really matter you forgot about me. I hope you are happy and found a life of what you want.

I am too scare to find out what happening to you. what should I do??