Sunday, May 24, 2009

Notes from A.Y.

亲爱的,出去玩累了、受伤了的话就回来吧,我还在这里等你……
其实我是一直相信的,我根本不需要想起什麼,因为我从来没有忘记过。
有些人会一直刻在记忆里的,即使忘记了他的声音,忘记了他的笑容,忘记了他的脸,但是每当想起他时的那种感受,是永远都不会改变的。
伤口就像我一样,是个倔强的孩子,不肯愈合,因为内心是温暖潮湿的地方,适合任何东西生长。
这世上最累的事情,莫过于眼睁睁看着自己的心碎了,还得自己动手把它粘起来。
那些离别和失望的伤痛,已经发不出声音来了。
你说:“你会找到一个比我更好的人。” 我微笑说:“但我不会再对人这么好了。”

Actually I don't know his story...I mean I don't know his story now...I don't know if he is still missing the same person...or maybe I am wrong...maybe I am just giving an excuse to myself to believe that a man would really love a woman...

After watching "He is just not that into you"...I guess I assumed too much...I think too much...if he is into a person, no matter how hard it is, he will find a way to see her, to be with her...if he doesn't...then he is just not that into you...

sad...but need to face the true...

I really don't know if I should believe your love anymore...I am really really tired...the tears in my eyes have been there for too long...I know I should let go...but I can't...

some people would always live in the memories...I don't know if I am still in your memories...but you are always in mine...always always...miss you...