Maybe

I am in a very very bad mood today.

Woke up in the morning and then I miss vancouver so much. I asked myself the same question again and again, why am I here?? And now I will change role in next month, why would I do that? How long do I still want to stay here for??

Last nite gossip with some gals and found out more and more people are in Hong Kong now. Why everyone is moving back to Hong Kong?? Do you know one of the reason that I dont' want to move back yet is I afraid that you will come back. I don't want to close up my last chance. Stupid right??

Heard a lot of things about different people and notice that I am so simple and naive sometimes. I might think I am smart, but I am not. Sometimes even I am friends with people for a long time, I still won't know what kind of person he/she is. At this time I think of you, maybe I never understand you as well. Maybe you never really loved me that much as well? Maybe you cheated on me as well? Maybe all you want to do is to revenge?

depress.........depress.........depress........