hair cut

I got a new hair cut last nite, my hair look a bit red now and not as long now
when I face the mirror, I asked myself is that me? really me??

I don't need anyone to pity me and I don't want anyone to pity me. I will take care of myself and I beleive I can. I miss you but I know nothing I can do, everything is too late. I am not the same me anymore and u are not the same person that love me so much anymore. I hate myself, but I need to try to accept myself and everything.

I have no hope about the future and I just hope miricle will happen. =)