Tuesday, May 27, 2008

I understand

When I open my eyes......You're gone

Today I finally understand the meaning of "work is work...don't take anything personally"....I really want to leave...want to quit...want to hide...want to see you.....

Also, I finally know why you told me you can't quit smoking when you work... Cuz you just have to smoke, to breath, to break, to stay away from everything.....I want to smoke too... I am so stressed out....I don't want to work whole day without a break....I want to just talk and relax for a while......but then....I am too old to start that..........

bi......I miss you...wish you will say " I will come over to (pui lei)" or " do you want anything to eat? congee?" or " I don't mind you kiss me while you sick"....... like you would before.....pui me everytime I was sick..............