Facebook

I dont' know about you, but your profile photos always pop up in my facebook. We have 5ommon friends. Is that a lot that you always have to appear on my facebook? I don't know how many time it appear within this year. I wonder if that happened to you as well? What would u do when you see my photos? Just close it? Or just let it stay? Or you don't even use facebook?

你不在

當世界只剩下這床頭燈　你那邊是早晨已經出門
我側身感到你在轉身　無數陌生人　正在等下一個綠燈
一再錯身彼此脆弱的時分　不過渴望一個吻的餘溫
我關了燈　黑暗把我併吞　wo　

你不在　當我最需要愛　你卻不在 Wo　
無盡等待像獨白的難捱　wo　
你不在　高興還是悲哀　你都不在
我受了傷再偷偷好起來　但你不在　

不在時間再按下許多次快門　沉默裡聽見轉動的秒針
一個人吃飯這個凌晨　孤單一人份　你低聲說你有別人
我的話筒只有自己的體溫　怎樣認真也不一定成真
你說得對　我不得不承認　wo　

你不在　當我最需要愛　你卻不在 Wo　
無盡等待像獨白的難捱　wo　
你不在　高興還是悲哀　你都不在 Wo　
我受了傷再偷偷好起來　但你不在

那些搖擺　我都明白　都明白
但你不在　愛已不在　不在　
你不在　當我最需要愛　你卻不在 Wo　
一個人分飾兩角的戀愛 Wo　
你不在　高興還是悲哀　你都不在 Wo　
像空氣般不存在的存在　
再沒有痕跡的愛　你不在　
當我需要你的愛　你不在

I really miss you now, actually I am not sure if this is love or not. I don't know if I should hate you or not. You are not around when I need you and you gave up on me when I really need your support. I don't know y I want to see you, y I miss you, y i dream of you...I don't know y all that happened...but 但你不在　愛已不在...

Flash

When I see the photos of the wedding couple last nite, our photos flash on my mind. Seems like many things had been gone thur with us and there are so many memories between.

Don't know if u been attending any wedding this yr? when you see those photos what would be come up in your mind?

如果

如果一开始就知道要完结，你还会义无反顾地爱吗?

如果曾经用力地握紧了，放手的时候就会无悔吗？

如果人生难免要有尽头，那它的意义会是个人的喜乐荣辱抑或亲爱的人的幸福？

如果放弃一切去争取，就保证你会得到你想要的吗？

如果感受不到一个人的爱，你还会为希望而坚持吗？

如果世界有终结的一天，你会在那遥远的国度等待我吗?

by Cherry Chan

Argument

Today my brother had an argument with his gf. I start to think they are so sweet all the time, but at the same time they always fight with each other. So is it mean even a sweet couples would argue all the time?

I start to wonder if you would always with you gf. I remeber you told me that you think I was a good gf as we hardly have any argument. I think it's just you never mad at me and never scold at me or fight me back. You just treat me too good that we don't have chance to argue with each other. I wonder how u and you gf doing right now. I hope you are happy right now.

Independant

This first step to be independant is to know that you are living in this world by yourself. So thats mean no matter what happened, you have to do everything BY YOURSELF!!!

Totally have that big lesson today.

永遠愛您的人

玲:
很高興聽到您的歌，我愛您，也想念你。
不過我要告訴您，我是永遠愛您的人。但不應該是最愛您的人。
最愛您的應該是您自己。你要對自己好，愛自己。
珍惜你擁有的一切。當幸福離開您的時候，祗要你更加愛自己，就會擁有快樂。

永遠愛您的人



媽媽

答案

原來你才是永遠愛我的人

從不要求愛得對等　
話好傷人但你還在忍　
不管我是否變成更好的人　
你依然像是為愛我而生　

愛人也不能　愛得那麼忠貞　
我真的曾誤認　疼我是你的責任　
當我學會愛人　我卻先愛別人　
你像苦戀　那麼動人　

媽媽　媽媽　原來你才是永遠愛我的人　

Guilt

I told my friend today that it is no point to regret as what have done have been done and we can change it anymore. The only thing we can do is trying to do something to make it up.

I am suprise I said something like that as I never able to do it myself.

Human being will always think of the stuff the lost, the stuff that they did wrong and feel guilty about it. Human being would hardly look at the stuff they done correctly or the stuff they got. Thats why sadness is always more than happiness in life.

人係貪心既, 唔會滿足已擁有的, 只會慨嘆失去了的

Punkin Spice Latte

The Punkin Spice Latte's taste is still in my tongue...
...thinking of you

Le tourbillon de la vie

Quand on s'est connus,
quand on s'est reconnus,
Pourquoi se perdre de vue,
se reperdre de vue,
Quand on s'est retrouvés,
quand on s'est réchauffés,
Pourquoi se séparer?


Alors tous deux on est repartis
Dans le tourbillon de la vie,
On a continué à tourner,
Tous les deux enlacés (ter).

无题

「要是我知道再也沒有機會見到你，我會開口告訴你「我愛你」，而不是認為你應該知道。 」

I had another dream again. This time the story is so simple and clear.

I was having dinner with my frds, ivy, sasa and vic. My seat was facing the window and while we were eatting I see you walked by. The tall and familar body, in a rush and walked back and forth. I can't keep my eyes off you and you just walked to the restaurant entrance and came in. Then you say hi to vic.

You were suppose to meet him without knowing that I would be there. Then you intro yourself like you don't know any of us. There feeling was so werid and I don't know how to explain it. I was so quiet and try not to look at you during the dinner. You just pretended you never knew me. I was wearing that necklace like I do every single day, I knew u saw it...

After dinner I was so sad, but I didn't receive a call from you.

3 months

3 more months will be my birthday. I promise myself I will wait for you for one more yr, which is in 3 months. Time flies and so fast already past jor 3 yrs without even noticing it.

Maybe I shouldn't beleive in faith anymore. It just Vancouver is so small, specially the chinese culture. I should beleive our story already had a period. M is right that I shouldn't be living in the past cuz everything is just too perfect in the past. We have to move on, I really don't want to stuck in it as well. Just good time is really hard to forget.

Should I feel happy?

Should I feel happy that a 25 yrs old guy just asked for my phone number 3 days ago? Should I feel happy that a 24 yrs old guy just asked me out last nite?
Should I feel happy that a 23 yrs old guy just told me that he thinks I am 22?

What the hell...I feel so old now...I feel so werid to hang out with those young guys. They are so much younger than me, I don't want to go out with D D. I feel so funny that they are interst in me actually, like what would then think if they find out that I actually older than them?

In this moment

I feel so empty. My heart is so painful.

Happy for her

P came over last nite. I am happy for her.

It's like a miracle, can be together with someone she likes 2 years ago. Its fate to meet its fate to meet again. Everything is just has be to in time. The feeling with someone she wants to be with is different. Someone she loves and loves her as well. They are so happy now, what a sweet couples.

I beleive in fate and believe that P will be happy after.