真 面 目

在 香 港 後 看 清 楚 不 少 人 的 真 面 目 ， 有 人 用 我 來 過 橋 ， 有 人 利 用 我 ， 但 還 有 人 真 心 想 我 好。

愛 情

「 愛 情 是 盲 目 的 ， 戀 愛 之 初 ， 愛 人 一 切 都 是 對 、 都 是 美 好 的 。 愛 情 帶 來 令 人 甜 蜜 的 回 憶 ， 同 樣 帶 來 災 害 。 現 今 我 雖 獨 自 一 人 ， 但 卻 是 開 心 的 。 」

Best quote

Best quote for today:

Always looking for a better one!!!

Be yourself

But I really don't know how to be myself...I am so lost...

I am a loser.....

馬 戲 團 團 轉

那 個 花 一 樣 嬌 豔 的 女 孩 ， 笑 得 好 燦 爛 。
雖 然 終 究 有 一 天 她 會 像 花 一 樣 的 凋 零 。
但 是 她 還 是 笑 得 好 燦 爛 ， 像 花 一 樣 。

有 型 -- (黃偉文)

問 我 怎 樣 謂 之 「 有 型 」 ， 我 覺 得 最 容 易 的 入 門 是 「 不 要 做 核 突 的 事 」 。

a person that understand me

yum,

I think other than u...he is the second person that understand me....he could say and tell what I am thinking and guessed what happened to me........

I feel so supportive today....but also very depress....I loss all of my confendence.....I hate myself...I am so scare..I feel I am so useless...I really want to be useful and want to study again...but I can't tell ppl my condition..cuz no one can understand....how lonely and scary I am feeling....do u know???

I really miss u and hope u can be beside me to support me....I really want to heard again from u that i am the person u love the most...I really miss u and need u......

vi

lost again

My ring is lost again.....I tried so hard to look for it...and this time I really couldn't think of where I put it....I was wearing it last week...

I think there should be some meaning to it??? telling me to let go? to give up....to understand..and learn what I have done in the past 3 weeks???

I keep telling myself that I must able to find it..but I am so tired already...i beleive if it will appear..it will..not matter what..if not.then suen la..nothing I can do anymore.........

從谷底爬上來的

從谷底爬上來的，沒有什麼可以失去

a sentence

I woke up by a sentence, I was brought back from hell.

what have I done in the past 3 weeks? I was so not me.....finally I am back to normal and know what the problem is. I am so easy affected by others, but of cuz I cannot blame anyone. I am the person who have to take responsitbility of what I have done. Hey comeon, who haven't fallen down? Just need to get back up.

Past is Past ~ from someone always in my heart

Of cuz nothing I can to to replace the mistake and stupid stuff I have done, but at least I learned.

怪自己 來不及區分

花花世界　不必當真

馬 戲 團 團 - 幾米

馬 戲 團 團

那 隻 鴕 鳥 ， 不 遠 千 里 飛 過 來 告 訴 她 一 個 得 到 幸 福 的 天 大 秘 密 。
她 理 智 地 說 ： 「 如 果 你 跑 過 來 ， 我 願 意 相 信 ，
但 是 你 飛 過 來 ， 我 沒 辦 法 相 信 這 是 真 的 。 」
鴕 鳥 拍 拍 翅 膀 ， 又 飛 走 了 。
難 怪 幸 福 如 此 難 得 。

我們都沒有輸 ~張小嫻

我們都應該慶幸，人生不是只有輸和贏，我們可以遊走於其間許多的空白。我們追求的東西，可以跟別人不一樣。

我們也該慶幸，愛情不是勝敗之爭。一個運動員失手了，或者輸了，艱苦努力的過程也就轉眼成空。運動場上，終究是不許人間見白頭的。

但是，在愛裡，即使沒能跟你廝守到老，過程還是比結果重要。

何謂勝負？只要我們深深地愛過彼此，我們都沒有輸。

Why would I let you go?

Yum,

Really want to talk with you. I have been listen to your voice again and again for the whole night.

I asked myself why I am in Hong Kong and why I have to face all the reality and unhappy things in there. I know everything have a tradeoff, cuz of my eyes i have to be here and for me to be here I have to face the sadness and the problem.

I don't know who I can trust and who I can't trust now. I don't know if a person have a purpose when doing something. I know you are the only person in the world that other than my family will care and love me with your heart. You are the only person that never betray me and never cheat on me. Why would I let you go?

Am I too lonely in Hong Kong?? I have enough of the crazy life in hk and I am really tired and sick of it. I really want to see you......

愚蠢

昨天瘋狂了一晚，做了很多愚蠢的事，讓我自己也看不起自己。

我知道我唔開心不是因為別人，而是因為自己的失敗，但是在別人眼中又有什麼分別?

又輸了，我真的失敗，我很想改變，第一件事要improve my self-control!!!

game

I studdenly realized...I don't know how to play this game
I am sux at it...I really not sure what I was thinking

loney

I am lonely......

new bf

If I get a new bf, will u be unhappy or regret of your decision?

I watched CLOSER the 5th time today and I finally understand the ending. Maybe relationship is just like in that movie, we can be so close and can be so far. We thought we understand each other so well, but actually we don't even know who the person is so close to us.

In the cycle, we tried and we shouldn't repeat it again.....